A Special Birthday Sharing at 63 yrs old Born 1963

What a blessing it is to rise every day and give thanks, to be able to freely think, to move, to be and to reflect on my life. 

So far I can say it has been a journey, through loss, pain and joy and celebrations and anything in between. It’s a whole package; preplanned and paid for by my soul journey in flesh on this planet we call Earth. What a journey it has been but yet still here.

I have enjoyed expressing myself via writing, poetry, dance and healing. Learning is a big thing now and it never stops. Since I am a Gemini…I call my fellow Sisters and Brothers “Gem-In-Eye.” We are a people who are loving, giving and friendly but observant. Our niceness cannot be fooled for an easy catch. We take note of the room, the energy and the way you move and prioritize your conversations and body language and are always trying to understand.

Today, I did a ritual the day before to get two candles, one of “Release” it can be any color but I chose for me ‘Yellow’ the Solar Plexus and Power Center and the Be as “Purple” for the transformation and higher self thinking of the Crown chakra. To manifest to create an environment for yourself of clear intention and dedication without the cell phones, radio, music or noise and greet the day as I saw the Sun rise this morning as my Beloved slept soundly. It was a silence of welcome before the earth woke up with all their inhabitants to announce the day had come. I meditated and gave thanks for the release and announced to myself what my releases meant for me, where to let go of the ‘reins’ I had held of that didn’t identify myself or my relationship to all things. I had to let go and be expanded and rebirth myself once again. Death of the old self that is still sacred because the top of the steps don’t matter without the steps before it. It is not to be criticized or judged negatively but give thanks for the lesson and open up like a lotus again beyond the muck that maybe out there but what we have created like our responsibility, our worries for another child or taking on their journey and interfering…although I have made progress in the last 3 years in that…my energetic and mental hold needed to release too. We have many reins believing this is what makes us but we are suffering because of the choices to hold onto it. I meditated as I walked to our deck and the family of trees surrounded me. I greeted ALL “Good Morning” and sent energy to all the trees and plants and the elementals working in pure light and the elements as well and 7 directions in silent intentional communication with the huge family. You see there were no tribes, there was no race and no barriers to be all inclusive here. It is good to send energy beyond you, your home or dwelling or car and then out to the inhabitants and Universe for truth, healing, harmony, peace, love and release of toxicity or darkness in all realms into the Pure Light. The trees that were on the side of our neighbors outside my yard and into other areas of the world and plants and all the representatives of fire, air, water and earth. I said, “I am sorry, please forgive me, thank you and I love you and emphasized the love and the wind picked up all around me to be light in my heart and mind and body with this manifestation of freedom. I quietly played the Native drum while my Beloved slept in the 7 direction salute and the ancient Brave Chief from a last land clearing visited me on his horse to hear me play and feel at home and returned to the Heavens.

I meditated to see myself in a large open field on a sunny day just beginning in the silence riding a large black horse and with reins. Spirit asked me to let go and it was hard as I let go and the reins disappeared and then I started disappearing, melding with the wind and the horse as well. I kept doing the exercise to encourage thinking of things, people and places and my role in life. I selected something important but was not. I heard the voice tell me: “You have to let go!’ As  I did this several times and will do so again. I began to feel airy like the air element as we breathe in we breathe in the air of the earth from water, oxygen and sun and plants and trees all consumed and released. I breathed the air of ALL and it was wonderful. The Holy Hawk called out as a confirmation of work done and to keep going. What an insightful creature of Air.

I picked up my practice didgeridoo which is light weight and smaller to play lowly and did a few breaths that calmed and introduced me and the didgeridoo as one asking for the pure light to come into the top of my head into my lungs and body and throat to play as it was an honor to serve. After I introduced the small didgeridoo. I then picked up my wooden Aboriginal Didgeridoo to play a little louder as daylight had come and greeted all again and thanked them all and the wind blew through the trees, thanking their presence and the finches were nearby me (element of air and fairy energy). I played again and at near the end I cried again for gratitude and connection to be heard on their Earth and the many blessings and lessons I learned in my life. I am 63 years old Earth Time and born the year of 1963. What a number that is sacred. 6+3=9 twice means my numerical last lifetime here and final journey. What a space and place to be in. I then took up my travel didgeridoo and saluted the Ancestors, Primordial tribes of light, Galactic and other Pure Light Guardians and my Power Animals and Angels. I am very grateful for this opportunity to share this with you.

So my friends, be Light and Airy for today is not always guaranteed nor tomorrow. Imagine your reins that you release of people you love to empower them and know this is what I was told the Freedom is Love and if you love someone and set them free and they stay or not it’s their journey don’t over think, don’t worry, don’t fear for them and this sends the freedom and self reliance onto them to achieve whatever they choose their way…not a way you are accustomed but believe in the journey…we all will fall but get back up because we are resilient and we are strong enough to allow others the space to do their journey…if I or they need help; we can ask but first try several times and always research, get help and mentoring and keep going. There’s nothing to lose but every effort to gain. I wish you much strength, freedom and forward manifestations in Love.  Have a great summer again and thank you for reading this. Aho, Peace be with you as yours are Peace, Freedom be yours and many wishes of positive movement forward journeys. Thank you. Blue Thunder