Quadruple Goddess Message Fall Equinox 2025

Dear Ones;

Such a long time since we have connected. I had been encouraged by the God Apollo of Psyche to go into my meditations for the Universal Message of the Time to share with you on this occasion of letting go, honesty and effort to transform these season of Fall where nature surrenders quietly to letting go like the trees, the squirrels are gathering and the bear and other hibernating species like the ground hog prepare for the long slumber and dormancy of revisiting the inner introspection of our life journey in relationships to all.

Sitting in my back yard of trees and forest; I then took my cards as Apollo stood there with aqua blue eyes. They were vast in depth and expansion of light wisdom for prophecy. He was in charge of the Oracles of Delphi and my name he calls me by is “Delfin” like the dolphin which is an intellectual animal with 3rd eye and transmitting information abilities. 

He encouraged me to draw the card for me that applies to all and it was “Sedna” the victim. It was time to acknowledge the victim I was in the much younger years of my life. How I functioned to ‘do the right thing’ and follow what people wanted and made them happy as my own identity. This was a trauma coping mechanism that I needed to use in the past. Not rock any boats and try to appease even the abuser in my childhood. I was told to be silent and fear was the tool used to silence me as a child and the illusion I was powerless was reinforced when my parents didn’t want to acknowledge my complaints that they needed to step in. Instead, I realized that they had their own childhood traumas and were human beings without the support or guidance on how to come out of it and make healthy choices. So I watched two people function in the victim mode dancing with fear, manipulation, people pleasing and I said, “I hope I do not turn out this way. I hope that my children do not turn out this way.” This was pivotal when in my 20s I went for help and went to therapy. I had to address that the explosive anger and depression and helplessness and hopelessness was only reliving my parents’ ideals of being. This was all false I learned and questioned how I could come out of this loop. 

We develop these hidden relationship cords that dance with drama and chaos in the posture of victimhood not looking up and around the environment that I put a dark mantle on myself not to see another way of being. I longed for peace and not wasting my time on this anymore. I then continued my journey and got into meditation and journeying dimensions with guidance of my therapist to the past incidence where I spoke my words and truth and healing occurred. 

I was lucky because I chose the power to say ‘no more.’  Then this journey I was on with this victimhood is present with the people given systems that do not embrace or uplift all and create an unhealthy competitive and greedy life. How you can easily get swallowed up by your ancestors’ traumas and unhealing and it knocks on your mental and heart’s door. What do you do? It doesn’t feel good; it doesn’t move me forward? What is the step to take out of the limited circle of victimhood? It’s choosing yourself as a high powered divine being of light potential who chooses to let go of holding this in your mind creating a stop button with my mind and saying no more. I choose a better way of being. You can’t be scared of the hard work on yourself and you can’t be scared of doing the hard work in relationships we have. It is the loop of dark emotions with unhealthy ties to yourself and each other that keep us bound as a prisoner of darkness and not dare to delve into another experience of pushing past and having the courage to try a new state of being. We must choose ourselves first to heal and this occurs in layers and as many times as you claim yourself back again whole. There’s no time; no judgment, no mental mind games and no words anyone can trigger to try to take you back knowingly or unknowingly as the familiar old self that got you nowhere and so you state your boundary to all and stick to it. You create a new cord of healthy ties to yourself first and then to others. You may be able to apply this light wisdom technique to all or one at a time. There is no one way to do this. Self love is the most powerful essence of being to have, to have yourself whole allows you to walk your path to the new dimension that is coming from all this chaos and drama happening in the world…there is light and hope and we have to walk right into with head held high and speak our minds and listen very well to each other. This is the doorway to overcoming victimhood, claiming your emotions and seeing yourself in your own sacred power and improving your relationship to sacred self and to others you are committed to. Others will judge why, and you cannot change people’s minds as you work through the best that can be at the divine time. It occurs with the sacred self and with your partners or people you love. You pay attention to yourself and not allow yourself to think and wonder what other people think about your own progress with self and others. It is your life and path and some people don’t want to get uncomfortable to grow. Live your life truthful and whole.

Dance into the new dimension whole and we can see different systems crumbling or exhibited to know this is toxic and negative and does not embrace all and we can figure out what new systems can work and implement them together and our world, our space and our home will be the new space of light progression with compassion.

As you know, the Goddesses work with me and the next Goddess card that came to be was the Lady of the Beasts for relationship. She is a Crete, Indus Goddess pregnant with new potentials of relationships and the animals that she created as well. This is a Goddess or promise and fertility of birthing new relationships and a new paradigm functioning from unity and compassion. So I will tell you the journey I went on today on this glorious Sunday.

I was meditating with my physical and spiritual bodies protected in pure light grounded for the Universal Lesson of the Time. I sat there and I was transported on a seashore of the Inuit domain of the Goddess Sedna - Victim and she was there in the water talking to me from her last place she was placed by her father while trying to flee from her terrible marriage with the bird people she no longer found ideal and they came for them and so her father had to leave her in her watery domain to deal with her emotions and to find clarity and give this lesson she learned in her unfortunate ordeal and found that her strength was not the focus all the time and victimhood was a choice. She said, “You had been a victim; in your younger years doing things to forget yourself and make others happy who were not healed and flawed. You lost yourself to ‘survive’ and gain the peace that you so desired and learned the only one to give you peace was addressing your emotions and no longer functioning for the sake of others. I sat on the shore listening to her truth. I took it in and I gave her a gift and she came out of the watery domain and stood there in front of me. She said, “The next phase of healing now for you is to address the emotions as the Roman Goddess Demeter did when her daughter Persephone was kidnapped and placed in to darkness of the earth by Hades. I asked Demeter if I could use her as an example for you. As a mother; she gave up on tending to her responsibilities of the earth for 6 months. She was the Goddess of Crops and the earth became barren like the season of Fall when crops are harvested because the abundance of love and her relationship with her daughter ceased into mourning and so it continued into the winter where there was no life bursting or birthing from anywhere on this earth. We as, parents, teachers or caretakers and people who service others may lose themselves and their focus to do their loving and nurturing is dependence on the lives of their children or others instead of functioning their path understanding that in order to service; you cannot lose yourself because if you sacrifice you and your boundaries; they will not know your boundaries and your will experience burnout and no peace and continuing this unbalanced relationship will only make you feel used, not respected, not seen or recognized because you haven’t done that to yourself. So start now and claim back your space and divinity on this earth as a balanced and high value being of light and stick to it, announce it as your new you and your way of truly being in truth.

When I walked away from Sedna into the forest; I saw two large stones on the path to a cave outside on each side of the forest path. The Goddess Demeter told me to choose a stone which she was testing to see if I put meaning to my value on which stone was a bad or good one which was not even that but two large stones. I sat on one of them. She put an old antique length sized mirror with a metal ornate upright frame. She asked me: “Look at yourself; see the old and you have come along away and now you see your emotions and announce them. Before in your younger days; you looped that old pattern of emotions to being silent and always smiling, not appearing anything was wrong. Now you state your emotions and you look at them with embracing yourself and working through these to gain your truth and inner peace. You are making progress, child. You are stating your boundaries and who you are is a good technique to use.” I use this phrase when someone tries to say I am a negative this and this and I know it is not true instead of giving into their reality of my being and I tell them I am a highly valued individual and I will not allow you to try to bring my self esteem down.” This technique reflects your own sacred self and your boundaries. This technique is used and you will feel so strong and certain of who you are without yelling, violence or attacking. Sure there are times when my quiet way of speaking was missed but I will make my voice louder to help emphasize who I am because they want the old meek and agreeable me to sacrifice my boundaries back with them.” You have to keep reminding them this is not so and leave it at that. Patterns of dealing with each other are not so easily broken and sometimes you have to keep repeating this.

I thank the Goddess Demeter for encouraging me to honor my emotions, feel, breathe and acknowledge them to come into the realm of self love and peace for me. It is not selfish nor is it bad to want peace within and peace without when dealing with others. As I gift her a golden wheat crown; I walk the path into the Cave. This cave is a living cave where I walk down into the chambers of the Cave where the Goddess Lilith…the first wife of Eve who claimed her own sacred power and announced that they were equal souls and to not be beneath Adam in any way that would make her a servant but a high value person just as he was. She then walked away not giving into the old paradigm symbolically to self love, self power and stated her boundaries. Knowing who you fully are is a lifelong discovery as you change, your mind changes, your goals and your body changes in time. Embrace the flow instead of the stuttering of suffering in your mind, in your community in your relationships. She spoke to me: She said, incinerate the old you and build from the diamond of sacred power in your solar plexus/belly/3rd chakra energy center. The diamond was in mid air as she placed me on a throne next to her and I had to build myself back up to the new self acknowledging powerful goddess without ego again. “To know thyself” is an important phrase and state of being of flaw and yet perfection in balance. It is a self-check system, this flawed state of being so we are humble, yet assured of the choice of self love, self power and self transformation. This will lead us into strength in our alliances to achieve a better self and world of new compassionate systems. I then saw as I built myself a new set of royal clothing and I felt myself building back up in sacred power and more assured as I saw each body part assimilate together with this ancient knowledge.  Next, the Goddess Lilith of Personal Power told me that it was time to go and I rained down raw amber pieces in gratitude as her Temple Dragon guarded her and inside each piece of amber was a heart shape. I then was transported to the upper realm of the Earth.

After observing that I was transported to the surface of the Earth; I saw the Goddess Lady of Relationship…she is the Crete or Indus influence of fertility. She was a brown skinned beauty pregnant with the ideas of potential relationships and systems to birth. The animals she manifested were pregnant as well. As you see species disappear, more species are discovered or come to be. This is evolution and she assured me that she and her animals were there to protect and support me just as you are. She had her animals surround me in a circle and she started to drum a huge drum with a drumstick. She had huge drums appear and the animals and I started to drum from the Goddesses encouragement. I drummed releasing, I drummed birthing and I drummed peace and joy. Then I got up in the middle to dance away the old cords, the old self and my emotions and bring back myself whole. If you start with yourself; you can be able to work with others in a healthy and honest way. Sure some folks will say: “Where’s the old you?” You say, “that person had me learn much about myself but now I am here fully, flawed, honestly and whole from this day forward.” If they stick around and you give them mutual respect where they are…continue but some people will fall away or sometimes you will leave a group or relationship or friendship knowing you put yourself fully forward and they could accept or not. This is a way of being and I hope this journey and article helps you in anyway.

Choose self love, choose honoring your emotions like the Archangel Haniel tells you, choose to reflect how far you have come and have accomplished or transformed positively forward to, choose your sacred power and choose your relationships with discernment. Some folks you love may stay and some may go or vice versa. This is the cycle of Flow and Ease.

Happy Fall Equinox and see the journey as letting go, releasing, inner reflection, claiming yourself wholly with sacred power and building healthy relationships starting with self and then with others. Much love and celebrate any way you wish this beautiful season of harvesting the earth and your mind and your path work thus far. In gratitude and much loving light hugs. Blue Thunder PS Keep a dedicated journal of your lessons for your Spiritual Manual is a good reference when feeling down on self. It brings you back to circle back to you,  date each incident and lesson and how you came out of it.