Winter Solstice Message 12/19/2025 Blue Thunder

Hello Sacred Ones;

Winter Solstice is coming. The longest night of darkness of the year. Opposite of the Summer Solstice the longest lightness of the year.

The duality is meaningful because it is always present in our lives, our hearts, minds and souls. We understand that one cannot exist without the other in order to appreciate the lesson and transformation into light and joy.

I meditated today. I sat in gratitude and listened to Spirit tell me a brief message. It is one that is simple and most important to convey to you all.

I see the night sky of the Universe filled with other Universes and life form possibilities as I root myself into Mother Earth our Nurturer and Ground myself letting go of all that does not equate my divinity, my peace and my energy. I let go of all the pain from memories of my life experiences in this lifetime and the people connected to me with this pain. Pain is an alchemist. You don’t know it at the time and are swallowed up in the questions of ‘why me?’ You see yourself trying to make amends with people who are suffering and using you as a scapegoat of non self love and potential. Their focus is off of themselves when they need to keep going forward and not address the dark by harming another in different forms, gossip, assumptions, constant criticism and blame and scapegoating others in negative waves of energy towards your heart. I saw all go down my grounding cord into their light and into the earth returning pure to the people of the past. 

The holidays are a dreaded visitor in your mind and heart, grief or unresolved issues and the wave of pain arises only to fall into your gut and heart. You feel this intense and dark emotion and you sit with it. Ask yourself; is it true about you? Is it true and present now? Can you move on by acknowledging it hurts and the breathing you do to release it as long as you can maybe in small increments and fall back into love with your sacred self. These were necessary to identify what negativity possibilities were there and now you are working on yourself not to be triggered so much to seek revenge and hurt others at an open opportunity. This is the wounded child. How to comfort your wounded child or younger self? You cradle in your arms yourself as a child as an adult knowing you did nothing wrong and didn’t deserve this. That you are loved from the most High and you are a piece of that love ribbon that wraps around each and everyone of us to take it in and breathe it in release by tears and letting go identifying each as the past that no longer serves us.

It sees the Universe and the sky filled with stars and sees many life forms observing this lesson I am given of self love and healing into the present. I was told there is darkness and light and when we spend our time in the dark the clarity is no longer present and gray mist doesn’t allow us to see through it. We have to understand that the gray matter and mist are blocking our full view of life potential. Get back on your path of light and the mist starts to clear. You begin to be comforted that it is only a temporary setback and your path becomes clear and you look forward to the New Year upon us. In curiosity and wonder and start to reflect what is ahead for me and what do I need to create within to create outside of myself this 2026? Can I write down my triumphs and my gifts and see where my strengths are and go forward weaving a mantle of possible possibilities in the Light that move me towards the Creator and my own Creative Force to Create a life and goal I wish for myself and myself alone? Can I understand that my life is not over or over.

During my doctor’s guidance, my heart told me not to do strenuous and long workouts and walk and yoga and ease into something new in this period of dormancy which is also the stillness I need to reflect and create even in gentle and creative energy. My new venture in my creativity is making charm bracelets. My other venture is playing the ukulele and my didgeridoo. It has been quite a year of blessings with learning during our travels and family firsts that bring us back to sacred harmony, sacred love and respect of each other and lives. This is the family forward and myself individually in the many hats I wear in this lifetime and doing your best in all you do. Downfalls, are invitations to reflect and improve and then move forward or be honest and sensible to know well I am not good at this but I tried…be brave and then know and acknowledge how to weave my gifts and what I am good at a little further in my exploration of moving forward as an unlimited creative being of light. 

I wish you all a beautiful memories, gatherings and in joy and the simple fact we are social and making positive social connections to sacred self and those around us worth our time is a value of our time worth spent. Don’t waste time on people or activities that don’t feel sacred and not recognize the relationship is a positive one…Learn to move on without drama and chaos and state your boundaries and what you like and not apologize for it. Be you and do you. Happy New Year and Winter Solstice, and Winter Holidays. Much loving light hugs. Aho, Peace to you.