Working with the Goddess of Anger - Sekhmet
Dear Loved Ones;
The Egyptian Goddess of Anger is here with us these last few years. Have you felt so much rage that you fueled into something destructive or constructive? Anger in a destructive way pushes everyone away from you and if your anger is not addressed; then you will recoil like a wild animal unable to reason or heal by taking your fangs and claws out and end up feeling alone. However, if anger is used in a constructive way; we stand up for our rights or stay o a path less resisted on our goals and plans with passion for ourselves unfettered by discouragement or times we fall or need to rethink slight changes to our approach. This is the positive of anger.
Anger is the lack of feeling loved, seen and heard. If you have been in an unhealthy dynamic where you were told and taught for that person's lack of owning their anger and what really triggered it. They make a point to make you feel less of yourself or the blame for your outbursts. This makes no sense is makes the receiver feel as if they walk on eggs shells and silently resent you so you can feel 'better' about yourself. Undoubtedly, it is time to reflect on what is anger stemming from with honesty. Sometimes, the situation is not a willing discussion to reveal why and more a wall is put up if the person is made to feel that it would not make any difference. Unfortunately, these are damaged souls but not unrepairable.
Sekhmet was the next Goddess who worked with me when I was angry over the abuse I experienced from a trauma of varied experiences. My voice was not encouraged because my honesty was not welcome and made people who had unhealed issues more susceptible to controlling my behavior or use or words or presence because of fear of what had happened to them. This is the sign that you don't pursue or insist their inner work and we all have that free choice if and when. All we can do is distance ourselves from the toxicity in our relationship at the moment in time. We do not have to be the blame or martyr for their sake. We must maintain our self worth and avoid all these negatives for our own self preservation.
In this journey, Sekhmet approached me in a paradise where fountain flowed and the waters's sound was calming to my heart. She appeared showing me her Lionheaded Self with Egyptian white gown. She had a movie playing of my children and husband. She said, "Anger consumes all the potential for love." She then swallowed them! She then said, "Is this what you want to happen to all you love?" You must address you anger or lose them. Anger will eat you up and there will be no one in your life to experience love. I cried, "No, I do not want to be anger anymore."
She then looked at me: "You must work with the rose quartz crystal my Daughter. You must discover ways to find the love inside yourself." The Goddess gave me the crystal and I held it to my heart. It was releasing the poison of anger kept there for years. I was ready to let it go and be what I am...Love. My heart changed into a large heart-shaped crystal quartz. I was able to own it and be my full potential for myself and my family.
You can only choose when you get tired of being angry and destroying the potential for love and peace. Be dedicated in owning your destructive anger. After the Universal Lesson from Sekmet; I thanked her with wine and offerings before my Spirit body returned to share this knowledge with my Earthly body. It was an honor and awakening. Thank you Universe and all my Pure Light Protects on this journey of Love.
Love be you and surround you. Namaste, Peace to You Beloved.