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Signs of Transformation Again 2/28/23 (Arizona)

Today was a great day recuperating from a stomach virus. It was near 63 F degrees (Fahrenheit) and decided to give myself some time to soak in the Arizonan sun with natural Vitamin D. I walked the full round for Purple Heart Park and then sat on a bench looking at the desert plant, the sky and Father Sun. It was a beautiful day with a slight breeze.

I was awakened from a dream of transformation of myself tattooing myself with filigree and tendril designs everywhere. An Asian woman was in the dream communicating to me via phone asking me where the tattoos were and focused mostly on my trunk and legs and arms that moved me into believing it was the effort and strength and this journey was worth it all for my own transformation. The tendril and filigree is a symbol of the elements of Fire, Air and Earth needed for creation. This was a symbol and assurance that through my difficult emotional and physical journeys and changes in my life; that transformation was needed and in divine timing. Sometimes, we have to remove ourselves from others and spaces that interfere with our own ability to think for ourselves and not feel imposed upon to function for others when in the end I needed my space and time without my old patterns for worrying about others first. I needed to transform and no old energies whether it be people, places or things. My face had ancient symbols tattooed on and had red painted ones of the ancient Native signs of Thunder. A sacred symbol of truth. Then the tendril develops when a plant needs support as it grows further out and has the tendrils a curly cue type shape that teaches me that in order to have a tendril that you must have your roots firmly grounded and flourishing from the elements (air, fire, water and earth) to be present. Once we are selective of our space or can transform our space; we can maintain ourselves on a constant vigilant basis; we can grow. As I said, growth is a focused intention and trust that the Universe has your back even if you are not quite certain but have the faith.